The truth is this:

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The only person you can depend on is yourself. Literally. And I suppose that’s only if you’re lucky because it’s very easy to lose yourself too. People are always going to disappoint you, we all want to be worth fighting for but the reality is…we probably aren’t. We are all flawed and we are all fucked but we are also all beautiful and unique.
So yes, people always leave and it’s up to you to chose who you want to continue chasing after.
And if they keep pushing you away you have to just trust it’s for the best. That’s where I am right now. I just have to let go and be ok with being alone again. I used to prefer my own company over everyone else’s and then I lost myself. Life is grand when you share it with other people but if you can’t even stand yourself…what’s the point?

There are so many changes I need to make in my life. So many people I need to say goodbye to.
Bloody hell man.

Your friend,
lourdi.

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