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I struggle sometimes with the cards I’ve been dealt but I don’t think I’d ever give up this deck.

Your friend,


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All the goodly, all the badly


On October 7, 2017, I experienced quite possibly the best day of my life. I saw my play come to life in front of my family and friends. The love of my life was by my side the whole time. My cast was fucking amazing and everyone in the theater lifted my spirits and my confidence so high that I thought I’d break through the theater roof.

Everything felt so right.

Even though I was so nervous my excitement rules over any other emotion surging through me. And after it was over I was overwhelmed with pride. Just so much pride. I have such amazing friends and such an amazing family. I have the most amazing partner in life and I just couldn’t believe it.

That night changed my life.

I savored every moment. And vowed that it would not be the last they saw of my work.

I was on cloud nine and then everything changed. The worst time of my life began after the best day of it. It’s indescribable, the pain your body goes through as it starts to shut down. I don’t want to share my health problems here in detail. I’m sick but I’ll be ok. I only mention it to acknowledge the fact that with every high comes a low to keep things balanced.

I wouldn’t have survived this low without my girlfriend. She literally saved my life and I realized that with every low, comes a reality that life has so many highs. Mine is in the form of a beautiful woman named Livv.

An amazingly thoughtful and caring friend named Mel.

My Moww.

My broseph and sister.

Even My dad.

Even when life completely sucks and I want to give up…I have my people to remind me that things will be ok. Somehow.

Your friend,


Engagement ring shopping?!

It’s only been a couple days, but 33 is starting out fucking amazing. 

I’d never been engagement ring shopping before. My ex and I bought rings we thought the other would appreciate. We didn’t go to a jewelery store and get sized or try things on…

Yesterday Livv and I did…and it was so exciting and so weird. I meant it when I said I never thought I’d get married again, but my heart knew it would make an exception for her if she ended up falling for me as I did her. 

Oh, lucky me ❤️

The most beautiful person in the entire world…picked me. I can’t wait to be her wife and for her to be mine. I can’t wait to have my mom walk me down the aisle. I just fucking can’t wait. I’ve met my soulmate. I never believed in them until she came along. 

Your friend,


While my gf’s away,

With my cell phone I will play. 
My girlfriend is in Berlin. I’m home taking pictures of myself in a hat…

I just can’t wait for my Cheekies to come back home. 
Your fwend,


A new year

I work with special-needs adults. It’s trying and tedious. It’s also the most rewarding.

Im in love with my best friend in this whole world. Luckily, she’s in love with me, too.

I wasn’t ready before but I’m so ready now.


Crack & Shatter

It’s funny how the heart can completely fall out of your chest and not break into a thousand tiny pieces but instead land in the palms of someone else’s hands.  Lucky you if they end up protecting it instead of punting it.

Lucky you if you’re holding theirs as well.


Your friend


Broken hearts still beat…

Heaven is so lucky. 

All the days

Your friend,